as i said before Ive jst waiting in front my window and she will be there...
then i found out she still not appear as my first view when i open my window for the first time...
so i think i will close my window for a while becoz i think she will never appear for a short time becoz when i try to close to her then she like running away from me.... i
dont know whether she shy or scared of
me huhuhu...
but i think i must g
ive her some space for her to choose her own destiny or wat we call life.....
coz i think if she not hav a kind of happiness with someone like me so i think that she have the right to choose her own happiness.
im not saying this becoz
i give up or frust .... but i think it for her happiness..
coz her smiles is my smiles... for this kind of relation la...
but my family's smiles also my smiles... all i can say that... when someone that i start to love... their smile is my smile... so i dnt want their
