LoVe Story episode 5 !!!!!

i know she is around....... that wat i believe from before..

the situation is quite similar from before... my window is still close and when i close this tiny window for a long time... my mind is keeping thinking of her... why this happen to me??? i asking myself everytime she appears in my mind.... am i miss her ??? is she is my only flower in garden of my heart???? hmm.... this make my mind spinning and blinking.... my feeling too.... weird rite??? erm... mybe it happen in everyones life...

today everythings is over...........

not this hope but my exam la............

i think she also finished her exam.... i hope we both get the great result coz is good for our studies...

huhu.. gd luck awk....:P

i hope she hear wat im saying just now....

i want her to be success... so do i.... because all of us is our parents hope..

which is when we get some successful life.. they will be proud to have us........... as their children.

but dont 4get to be grateful.. because all our life is from Allah....our successful life,rezki,jodoh also from Allah...........

like i said before.. "her smile is my smile" so i hope i can see that smile always...for the entire life coz

its make me happy...... although she's not near to me but if i can see she smiling thats ok... but if

i can see that smile for my entire life.... mybe my life is brighter....... im saying this doesnt mean i know wat happen in the future.... but..... this is my feeling just now...

from the deep of my heart which is... that is a garden with no flowers yet... just the seed that s need to take care off... im as a gardener just wait for the flower to grow beautifull cute gitu..huhuhuh

like u all... when u see some beautiful things... u must be happy rite... thats same wit me... a normal human being.............

mybe some of you might be asking why dont i tell her the truth......... i really wanna do that.. but the times hasnt come.. mybe only my feeling says that but this is about two hearts... if only one heart thats waiting to be connected but the others mybe not ready yet.. so the things can be so complicated....i must cares about her feelings too..... if there the two heart is connecting.....insyaallah everything gonna be run smoothly.. and i hope so.... if i follow my stubborn heart which is missing her mybe..... i will climb the mountain... (kt gombak ade batu cave je kot..erm kt mane ekk???) let it be la.. hhehehe..

and when i reach to the top... i wanna to shout loud which is the words is "i want u to be my flower !!!! a beautiful flower!!!! and i......!!!!!" opps....biarla rahsia hik3..... mane leh cite abis abisan.. sabar ek hohoho.........

thats if i follow my feeling just now.. mybe u all said that im crazy rite... not that crazy la.. just thought... today also is the rainy day..... so this time i can see the rainbow.. very beautiful lorh.. this time the rainbow show its true color...... and i see thats like a bridge of hope... wah.. is that my feeling or my heart turn in to the rainbow ?????nononono... my heart is still red... just that one of the many2 beautiful things.....that i can see...

this day also like i said the day is my last final exam for this sem...

so my studies in this sem is over.........

so.........

mybe hard for me to see her smile anymore.......

coz... she will be outstation....hahaha...

doing her erm............. i can say just this..

her work...

that for now... im as always sit in front my tiny window which is still close.......

waiting for the bright day tommorow.... hav work to do la.......

for her...... all the best!!!

:P

selesai!!!...... hehehehe

selesai sudah .......

inilah penamatnyer..

exam dh abis

so abis la sem nih..

tamat tu dgn selamat..

berjaya ke x.. tgu result je la.............

kwn2 yg x abis lg... gd luck k..............

abis dulu x bermkna kami lpekan korang.....

tp ... kami nk balik kg dh

hhohohohohoohoho

byebye................................:p

last paper.. yeah!!!!!

esok paper terakhir bg sem nih.....

esok jgk la penamat......

esok jgak la........

esok..

org ckp esok la...

hihi

xde ape.. smbil2 lyn lagu nih.. tenyeh2 ckit kt blog ni...

klu sume berjalan lancar..

ujung mggu ni mungkin smpai ke kg....

klu x lancar..

msti sampai pnye la..

korang2 pun msti ade yg dh settle kn.. so.

this sem is near to the end..

new sem will be coming soon.......

mybe a new story.....

mybe the same story..

anyway..

enjoy ur life......

ok

nk bce lak..

nnt merangkak.. huhuh

k bye!!!

exam!!! dtg lg la...

mggu ni mgu exam so esok 1st paper.... cuak giler weyh....

bkn satu tp dua paper aku nk ngadap tau...(mcm x prnh je hahaha)

so curi mse3 ckit nk conteng page nih... kwn2 gdluck k.. yg mane abis lmbt tu sbr k.. x larinye kg korang tu.. hope do the best n gdluck!!!!

LoVe StoRy episode 4............

today, my window is still close... wanna to open but i cant ,because of the condition that make me close the window.

but she is still in my mind like a shadow which is follow me where ever i go... day and night.

this is rare because the situation like this comes to me suddenly..

so i look forward to this and i felt i like to see what happen next. this because my situation at the past quite similar with the current situation so jst waiting ..

to see the result ahahaha... mcm lab report lak..nk tgk result ni huhu..... so i fell that i want to focus on stdy even-though the things always bear in my mind.. i must to be patience and do the best for my stdy which is this week is important week,

and final exam will be coming .. jst because im focus on the preparation for exam...... it doesnt make me 4get to her.. as i said b4... her smile is my smile... so ive jst wonder if shes ok or not... hope shes ok.. :) thats is situation here.....

not outside world yet..

why im saying this???

our life not end in this place because at outside there is

huge world,

and many good people live there so we cant guess what happen next...

mybe she find someone best for her..mybe myself......

so we just walking in this world the we live.....

and the path that we choose is the way of our future.....

but now my mind still have her.....

hehehe........

wats the result next i will accept as a faith.....

so jst wait n see.....

with my window close..... i know she is around.......

esok viva!!!! takutnyer...

ade ape dgn viva.esok aku akan di viva.
takutnyer sbb viva...... viva..viva..viva.
any way gd luck..but not to me but to you all.
make them proud k.. huhu
see ya!!!

pic xde kne mengena ek *harap maklum hehehehe

iklan..iklan...iklan...

hye again... mcm tjuk kt ats la.. arini just for iklan hahaha..

bkn ape ni bru setlekn separuh slide yg nk di viva rabu nih.. pale pun dh tingtong sje je la conteng2..

korang mesti tgh fight kn.. mane yg tgh exam ,akan exam dn yg xde exam hihihi spe lg korang2 yg dh kje la.. nk exam wt pe...huhuhu..

so mggu yg akn dtg nih mggu viva unikl bmi.. bg bdk2 fyp sem ni la.. mcm2 ciptaan yg bdk2 ni provided. jst nk tgu present jer..

stakat ni ok la..

jst nk siapkn report ...siapkn mental.. siapkan ape lg ek...??

ikut je la

papepun xkisah... so kt cni gak aku nk wis=h korang2 yg mane nk berperang x lme lg... gdluck k....

wt yg terbaek k....

bkn ape.. sj bg smangat kt korang.. kwn2 aku..

klu korang bersemangat aku pn sme la..(niat tumpang smngt korang jer) hahaha

bkn ape..

smangat mcm ombak kat laut la..

nk kte mabuk laut x kot..

hampir2 gak la.....

nk terkeluar.... hahahaha..

klu ade yg tnye sal love story tu.. nnt kn ek episode 4...

masih dalam pembikinan...

huhuhu

xde nk wt box office..

jst ske2.. ade mase lebih aku story....

tp wt mse ni mase mcm xde nk smbg story.. tp ade rezki aku release kn k...

anyway gd luck to all...

n dnt 4get to smile.

coz it make ur life happier....

ok. ade mase aku conteng lagi...

k bye..........

LoVe StOrY episode 3......

as i said before Ive jst waiting in front my window and she will be there...

then i found out she still not appear as my first view when i open my window for the first time...

so i think i will close my window for a while becoz i think she will never appear for a short time becoz when i try to close to her then she like running away from me.... i

dont know whether she shy or scared of

me huhuhu...

but i think i must g

ive her some space for her to choose her own destiny or wat we call life.....

coz i think if she not hav a kind of happiness with someone like me so i think that she have the right to choose her own happiness.

im not saying this becoz

i give up or frust .... but i think it for her happiness..

coz her smiles is my smiles... for this kind of relation la...

but my family's smiles also my smiles... all i can say that... when someone that i start to love... their smile is my smile... so i dnt want their

smiles lost (hilang) from their face..

. so thats my point of view..

so for today.. my window is close.........

lOvE stOrY episode 2.....

but... when i wait for a while.. she didnt come....
so i continue my job on settling the assignments and others work..
but in my mind she always exist.
so i overcome this type of feeling to focus on my job..
the other day... i really met her... but not face to face but just she walk in front of me.. with her tiny little face i can see her smiles... wat i think???
she so cute ma...... huhuhuh
that make me remember her more hik3.... so i decide to make a close connection with her...
sometimes i think this.. mybe she is the one will be the flowers in my garden of heart.....
but i cant let this feeling so deep coz i dnt know the status of her...
so jst waiting in front my window la.... maybe she will be there....

love story episode 1.....................

once upon a time... in the place is far far away from home town hik3... kt gombak la....
the story is happen in nearby this area... near 2 you also (the readers)..

one day i open my window.... and i see something...mybe someone....
owh i figured out.. someone is right in front me.. i think a gurl ...
a ordinary gurl... but i cant look clearly
coz the view is hide by the fogs.....
erm... then i let the gurl escape in the fogs... so the next couple of hour.. i try to see through my window again. to see her after the fogs gone.
when i start to look at outside of the window, she is not there anymore..
so i think i cant see her longer coz mybe she is seeing other people...
my mind is thinking this.. mybe she dont look at me like i look at her which is full of hopes....
so i decide to wait for a while to see her......

mandi manda yippi!!!!!

hye again... ha.. tau x npe aku letak tjuk nih.. mmg best la kan .
aku rse korang pun ske mandi klu x ske 2 kambing je la kot hahahahaha
xde ape sebenarnye td aku ade join gotong royong kt tepi sungai .. ala club safety tuh.. tolak dlm 830.. bertindih lak ngan senamrobik... so kurang chat la gamaknyer..hohoh.. x bersenam ..
so dh smpai port yg nk kne bersihkn 2.. ape lg.... wt kje r.. buat pnye wat dh 2 -3 beg smph dh penuh... buat pun chill jer.. nk stress wt pe ye x? huhuhu dh siap tu ape lg.. amik brg .. g redah utan belantara.. nk cari air nk cari air (ayat dlm atiku) :p dh jmpe 2 ape lg.. terjun la!!!!!! macam2 kuak aku dh try tgk je pic yg aku attach nih.. tjuk nyer ceria di ari ahad.....

wah lme nyer x menaip hihihihii

hye again... arini msuknye ari yang ke 9 dlm bulan 4 dlm thn 2010 yg mane aku dh x menaip dlm masa 4 bulan lebih hahaha...
bnyk tul perkara yg berlaku dlm 2 3 menjak nih..
penuh ngan tawanya.. x juga hampa nya.....
ari ni tergerak tuk aku tulis coz ade org tnye... bru la teringat aku ade blog dh lme x menulis...hihi

so aku cte la secara simple.. coz my blog page pun simple huhuhu
firstly new year 2010...
smbutan dr umah je.. tgk tv..mybe dh jemu kot...
so thn bru ni la aku dh stat sem 5.. so konfem la kje berlambak hahah mcm skang ni la.. dh dkt nk abis sem dh pun kje pn nk sttle dlm 2 minggu nih..
dgn fyp(final projek da..) yg x settle lg.. kje2 akaun la... pening2..
dlm pada sibuk gak aku lyn fb... wabak baru bdk2 u skang nih.. last2 aku pn dh terjebak..
tp kire ok la..
dpt trace kwn2 lme..aku begumbira juga dgn nye..
so awl thun ni jgk la.. kakak aku yg sorang tu kawin...... amboi die yg nk kwin jd mcm aku lak nk kwin hahaha.. nk tlg menyiapkn nye bkn la senang weyh..
haha..
bleh thn gak la penat nyer..
jd runner... tp xpe .. giliran die.....
tp time kenduri ni la aku mls ckit nk hadap... dgn nk melayan tetamu nyer..
hihi mcm nk cabut je..
tp so far sume berjalan dgn lancar.. lg pun ade gak kwn2 yg dtg..so aku x kesorangan hik3... diorg smpai je.. itulah waktu aku curi tulang A.k.a berehat..hahahha

pas selesai je majlis tu.. ape lg terus sibok ngan asgmnt r........
test lg yg berjela-jela.......huhu kacau bilau di buatnyer.. huhuhuh

itu yg sebulan lepas.......
yg recent nyer skang ni .. hidup aku klu nk cte..
mcm ne ek nak ckp.. penuh dgn warna la rasenyer...
nk tau npe????.. ade r...
hahahaha
yela mane x nyer.... kdg2 risau kdg2 confius kdg2 sedih........... ntah la.. tp keceriaan ade la jugak... lebih rsenyer... coz ade bunga yang tgh kembang hahahahaha...
bese la org lelaki......... mane leh tgk yg lawo ckit huk3.....
xde la.. maen2 jer...
yg sebetul nyer.. masih dlm mencari kepastian.......nk kte ade tu bleh kte ade.. nk kte xde pun leh gak.. (konpius2)
susah nk cte pnjg hihihi.. coz mybe ade perubahan ckit........
so far yg paling aku pk kan nk abis kn sem ni dgn jaya nyer.........
hal luar klu nk cmpur ngan hal belajar mmg lg pening nnt..hihihi.. so aku pk nk lek2 lu.. walaupun rse mcm x leh nk ilek......
walau papepun klu ade rezki ade la......
aritu ade r wabak melanda.................pe lg demam r.. x la lme mcm sem sebelum nyer..
so dh sihat ni kne la jge2 ckit.....dlm 2 3 minggu ni jgk
aku agak gembira coz kwn lme muncul blik.. wlaupun x ramai tp cukup tuk kenangkn zaman sekolah dlu.... yg mane admirer sape....majlis tari menari .. yg sgt melucukan hahaha pk2 balik nk gelak smpai esok pun ade.........

huhuhu
hope ade mase nnt dpt jmpe diorang.. sume dh beso pnjg... bidang pun dh berbeza.. aku??
aku masih di sini huhuhu.............
tgl setahun lg nk abis kan sem ni.............. so hope sume berjalan lancar............
k ade lg ni bnda nk cte... next topic lak.... k bye..